This Feeling Inside

This feeling inside
is hard to explain.
For there are so many emotions
that go through one's head.

I cannot explain it,
I do not know why.
I cannot get rid of it
though I try and try.

The minute I felt it,
I felt so queer.
There is no way to heal it
and that is the truth I fear.

All of the notions
that go through one's mine.
Are too hard to figure,
too hard to find.

Can you figure it out?
I do not think so.
What is this feeling
that just won't go?

You may not know it,
but you will figure out,
that everyone has it
as you run about.

How do you think
I will get through it all,
when no one will help me,
no one at all.

What shall I do?
I need to ask someone
but I cannot find out who.

It keeps me awake in the night,
I do not fall asleep.
I turn on the light
for I can't fall asleep so deep.

All through the day,
my thoughts wander away.
I cannot get them back,
I cannot fix this crack.

How can I fix it,
I do not know.
I just can't figure
how to make it go.

In my dreams,
I am rid of this thing
that bothers me
and I am totally free.

Unfortunately enough,
that is not real,
for this horrible thing
is still here.

I wish I was happy
and not in pain,
for this feeling inside
will not fade.

This feeling inside
is hard to explain.
For there are so many emotions
that go through one's head.